I have cabin fever and can't think of a witty title.

It'd be great if I could type this blog telling you how absolutely grand life is and how much I love life, but that's not the case, so let's not even start to kid ourselves. It's been a while since I have blogged last, and there is quite a lot that has occured in these past few weeks. You see, we had an academic meet in Richmond and granted I didn't get to converse with Josh as much as I would have liked, but he needed to rest, so we only talked briefly. I made it pretty clear that I was going to bed soon, but obviously it seemed logical to him to believe/make up a rumor that I cheated on him with a certain member of Pikeville's team the Monday following the meet. This is how I found out that I "cheated" on Josh. On my way up the stairs to second period I read my text, which said "I heard some bad news on you." First off, I was appauled at the moronic language that had been used. By all means, he is a moron, but he is typically gramatically correct. Secondly, I just thought it would be something silly. Although texting is not supposed to be allowed in school, I texted him back and I was like "What are you talking about?" Well, the saga continuted throughout the day and I called him after school. He said he didn't want to talk, but I was persistent because well, no one likes to be falsely accused. So, we got into a yelling match and the conversation was terminated. We talked later that night and he said he "just needed time to think." Of course, I knew we were going to break up, but I chose not to believe it. But when I asked him if it was over he said he didn't know. As if things weren't already confusing enough. So, the next day I texted him and asked again. He replied with the ever-so clever (yea, right) "I think you know." Well, why the heck would I be asking if I knew? I wouldn't be, huh? So, I texted him back and said "Well, if it wasn't over it is now!"

That's the break-up story. So, here's the reflection on that story. I was stupid, and I am not afraid to admit it. Yes, I should have ended it way before when it was, but I felt like I HAD to stay with him for certain reasons. But now that's it's over I am pretty glad. I would love to have a bit more closure, though, and hopefully I will get that. It's rather funny how people are one second and then how they change the next, though. Oh well.

But, enough on that stuff...
in happier news, I do have a crush on a pretty dandy guy, but I don't think anything serious will happen soon, and that is perfectly fine!
I also plan to play soccer.

And, I could go on about the weather, but the cabin fever is kicking in and I'd really rather not talk about how sucky of a situation Eastern Kentucky is in.